My past mistakes
I believe that everyone does make mistakes before . All we can do is to learn from it , and not run away from it . My mistakes are the same , for never been able to be open my eyes big enough , be smart , calm and wise while picking my man . My awful past leads me to alot of shits now . I wonder why both of my X who used to be such a gentlemen could ever do this to me . Telling people around you bought my car for me n even opened a shop for me ? Haha ~! I had have my shop even before i met u silly , i had everything i need before i had u both . My life is happier even before i had u both . Stop creating jokes around man ~! Even if i dun have my own business running , come on , my family is capable enough to support me lah . Why are you both so thick skinned de ? Telling all the people around me backstabbing me ? Silly Goosey , people will be laughing at u back , not me . I never backstab you guys from the start until now . It has been months , cant u pick yourself up and carry on ? Stop messing my life up , coz if u made me to , i’ll tell the truth ok ? Now you two , stop it ~! Im very happy with my life , i can do whatever i want n have whatever i want . Spending everything on myself , the process , so adorable ~! Stop being a monkey and showing off when you are not up to the standard yet ~! Coz u’ll end up a good laugh …
Girls , be wise while picking your man . It’s easy to get a boyfriend , but its hard to get a right one . Everyone needs a space for themselves , everyone needs some respect from others , everyone need to be loved . Don’t be selfish in love , dont be selfish in everything , even making friends . No one likes selfish person . Both of my X were very very very selfish , at first i though they’re just too protective of me . Then , i was wrong . You guys reading this , u know what i mean by selfish . You can go out with girls n we cant go out even with girls ? U can lay around with ur friends n we cant ? Why if u switch place n see how things goes ? Fair ? u wanna argue bout fairness ? Haha ~! ok . Then i’ll present one question for u , just one simple question whenever u wanna argue bout fairness between girl n a guy . ‘ What if u switch place with him/her , how would you feel ? ‘ U’ll understand the situation better if u think for people and not being selfish by just having your own point of view . But if ur answer is uacceptable , it just prove that your man/lady isn’t the right one for u . They’re SELFISH ~! So , dont complain that he’s / she’s not good lah , this lah , that lah , he’s a bastard lah , she’s a biatch lah . simple ~! DUMP THEM LAH . Dont need to backstab n insult people . Just drop the relationship , its easy . It’s not like u gona spend the rest of ur life with them , YET ! U still have a choice don’t u ? Dont be with someone , telling them u love them , n insult them saying they’re not good enough behind them . If they know about it , how would they feel ? How would u feel if u were them ? Think ~! You click , you go along , and if u click well enough , u get married n live happily ever after . You click , but things goes subsided , then table talk . Can’t fix things up ? Then go on with your life . U didnt kill their parents don’t you ? No ! You guys can still be friends right ? Don’t compare , every human being is DIFFERENT . Don’t agree ? It’s ok . Respect , and you’ll gain respect + happiness for free ! Try it today …….
Love you guys always ……….. Leng Yein
January 11th, 2006 at 11:22 am
agreed again… human do make mistake and i find that when human make mistake they dunno.. even things go really wrong at one times,, me myself also make a lots of mistake.. is not i was halfway through to my dream.. but human do know when things really get out of cntrol one big shit.. after one really big they know.. and who will stand by you together .. thats is the one who will be with u all ur life.. trust this.. i no bluff… like example ur family and some of ur good frenz. best frenz good buddies…as girls i dun have one… only my good 4 biddies .. fortunately i choosen them correctly.. they never prove me wrong .. as for now.. i was lucky enuf to wake up.. and cont my life.. cont strike my dream.. i believe one day i be wad i want.. Leng.. read ur post do make me realise a lots of things up.. i will read more,,… u too have to take care always..
January 25th, 2006 at 8:43 am
good things always come in short and little…
chances we get are always very limited…tat is why it’s so precious n ppl will appreciate it for a long,long time….
good bf/gf, bad gf/bf..nah, no matter how good they are, if they dunt always talk to each other heart to heart, then the only thing u ever see is just their skin and shell only…we wont know how our lover think of us, unless we talk…if u think u dunt need to talk to them and always guess correct, then u r wrong..u just only understand them more only, but that doesnt mean ur perfect.
Leng Yein, is good for you to know that what ingredient is inside of ur both ex…at least tat should make u realize wat mistake u have done, most important of all hope u feel regret doing it…ppl wont stop making mistakes until they realize it’s wrong n they regret doing it….
i dunt know wat make u voice out all ur feeling in thing blog..maybe coz of pressure from friends or u still have the pain in ur heart or anything goes…i know tat girls 6 sense r much better than guys, if u found ur sense, then u’ll know wat kind of guy u want to be wif forever….
I dunt know ur ex, never see them b4..but I think they r very childish..no need for me to go deep categorizing them them…but a mature guy will not do this….they do action, not talking…their action link to their mind.
Leng Yein, dunt think of ur past anymore…be more positive and look ahead in ur future…one day, u’ll get the guy u want…u dunt need to go to him, he will come to u himself…let the time do the work and ur instinct to guide u…ur a very good girl and also good to be fren with….girl like u defintely will have a good future…
January 29th, 2006 at 12:37 pm
I don’t really know you but i really really admire the confident that you have in you. I wish i can be as strong as you. All the best to you girl and take care.