My very own story … part 1 ?
Never regret what u’ve done , only regret what u have not done enough. I once told a very special friend that its very funny how things always happen , how people meet and felt for each other , how the very special story started , how the story goes on n end , and how everyone change … a move , a smile , a glance , a rose ? Anything will happen , everything will happen , everytime , everywhere , to everyone … It doesnt matter how it started , what really matters is that how u make things happen , carry on n how u decide to end it , and leave a legacy behind … Everyone has their very own story to tell , to share , and to learn from … Me ? I have mine too … I cherish all the beautiful things on earth , remember it , and share it with people who understand the true meaning of the simple word ‘ cherish ‘ … Its very easy to give without loving , but it’s not possible to love without giving … Love has an equation - Love equals to compromising , not sacrificing … Im not Mr handsome W.Shakespeare here so i wont write loads of those touchy touchy stuff lah ok ? To fall in love is very easy , but to carry on the story is tough . Once , i learn to accept others mistake and to token others’ good point onto my weakness and learn from it . Then , i learnt that time changes a person , to either a better one , or the other round . As for me , i only allow myself to change into a better person coz i believe that only by this way , i’ll keep myself true … as always n forever … Everyone will eventually change … i had already accept this very cruel truth , there’s no such things as pure love … no one will love us if we sit 24 hours at home doing nothing , no one will love us if we’re nothing but a big ass dumb head . No girls will love a guy who cant even support 3 meals a day , no guys will love a girl who only knows how to do shopping and not saving . We dont force someone to change for loving us , we instead change , for loving them … Everyone deserve a better life , i deserve the best , why should i settle for the second best ? And what’s the true defination of the ‘BEST’ ? It doesnt mean that i must go n get myself a darn rich guy with no brain , coz i rather settle for a guy who knows how to love n care for me and work hard for a better future . I will however hate guys who try to impress me with promises they made who cant keep it . I truly understands that promises are to be broken n heck the rules but then , ehehm ehem , guys , if u get a gf who say ‘ its ok if u broke ur promise , please text me , coz i want to learn from her lah (cuz she’s crazier than me)’ I dont need a guy who’ll forever saying ‘ yes dear , yes dear , oh, but i think this is better but its ok , yes dear ‘ My man will forever get my respect , and will be respect for being one fine man . Define a fine man , for me , a fine man is a man who dont hit, slap,punch,push n smack me (like my X), never yell at me without any reason in front of the crowd / friends (like my X), not bossy n selfish (like my X), and a guy who dont have the intention to be with me n spend my hard earn money as though im a ATM (like my X),a guy who will never push me down his car (like my X) , a guy who will never knock me down with his car (like my X),a guy who has plenty of girlgirl outthere n still , he’s a bad liar (like my X) , a guy who doesnt allow me to even go out with my own sister for lunch (like my X) , a guy who doesnt let me have friends (like my X) , a guy who never understand these words - compromise , cherish , understands , respect and love , or to be frank , a nice guy will never be anyway near my X . Im sorry to say this but the worst guy i’d met eversince the very first day i was born will be nobody but both of my X’s . Refer to the statement above , if a guy who can do that to his girlfriend , who could be worst ? Hey , dont laught at me . I’d learn my mistakes n realised it , thats how i stood up n became what i become now . This is just the slight touch of my life , if u guys knew the very story from the beginning till the end , i bet u’ll feel lucky enough to have your love ones loving u so much . I spent 5 years being an idiot believing that there’s such thing as pure love until the day , the very day that i scoop my very dying soul up n carry on … with no one but myself … Now that i’d succeed , i see things differently … I believe that the only way to let others feel n agree about what u felt is to be a successful person , succeed n do things that others cant possibly do , prove n show them that whatever u say or believe is true … No one will believe a begger , get it ? I’d learnt the fact that everyone in this world today is very materialistic n staright forward . People wont just talk to u if u have nothing that caught their attention . Or at least , love ….. Haha ~! Got chA ~! Ok , too long now … will continue in part 2 ……
love love ,
leng yein
January 23rd, 2006 at 6:04 am
i do hav a gf just like u said ..”its ok if u broke the promise”..if u wanna talk to her..i give u her hp personally..reply to my mail ya…..sky….eurekasky@hotmail.com
January 23rd, 2006 at 7:37 pm
hi.. im here also..coz today quite free in the morning, so free to see ur blog. i agree also u talk above. ya, all the guy should to improve themselve. sometime i see the guys oledi twenty some still don hav a work, every sit, play, watch, tackle gal at home, waste all the time. if the guy no able to earn $$ for meal, how to take the responsibility for women. as me, im just 22 years old, but i oledi as a manager, n i have my own company outside also. although not so much to earn per month, but at least i hav enough to pay my expenses, life fess, pay for my family. im not rich, but i hav my own car, i can settle everything. tats all is becoz i was cheated by a gal on 2002-2004, 2 years, i lost all of my $$, lost love, lost family, owe band over 20,000, everything bad i also met b4. and i hav not able to eat for a day. but now, i oledi settle all in 2 years, until now. IF U THINK U CAN, U CAN! i be mature is coz i met the worst b4, i learn from tat, so now my life is changed. wat kind of i also seem b4, in my heart, most of the gal also like to find rich b4, see $$ for seching. even cheat, they also done. there is many kind of ppl in this world, just depend which u meet. im very hate the gal tat love me is bcoz my $$$$. i hope to find a gf tat can be indepent, got own work, got own fren, got own time to learn n improve or willing to learn from me. im not rich, im not really handsome, but i need true love also, pls don cheat me. my face look like child coz i hav a baby face, but wat i thinking is surprise for u all, so n plas don depend on my face, thanks. after i saw ur statement, i can imagine tat wat guy u met b4, n i oledi knew wat u r thinking, wat u looking for. n i can understand 50% of ur story b4. u r the 1 i felt different with other gal. lets try hard together, i believe tat u can. lets us work hard for our future (if got fate n chance), improve ourselves. if need any suggestion or command, can ask me anytime, is my pleasure, k?? i sure u will be different with most of the gals… … n try hard to forget b4, n just learn the experience b4…KK?? i will support u here everytime…
u will be the best!
Love Love
Anson
January 23rd, 2006 at 7:57 pm
hi.. im here also..coz today quite free in the morning, so free to see ur blog. i agree also u talk above. ya, all the guy should to improve themselve. sometime i see the guys oledi twenty some still don hav a work, everyday sit, play, watch, tackle gal at home, waste all the time. if the guy no able to earn $$ for meal, how to take the responsibility for women. as me, im just 22 years old, but i oledi as a manager, n i have my own company outside also. although not so much to earn per month, but at least i hav enough to pay my expenses, life fees, pay for my family. im not rich, but i hav my own car, i can settle everything. tats all is becoz i was cheated by a gal on 2002-2004, 2 years, i lost all of my $$, lost love, lost family, lost freedom, owe bank over 20,000, everything bad i also met b4. and i hav no $to eat for a day. but now, i oledi settle all in 2 years, until now. IF U THINK U CAN, U CAN! i be mature is coz i met the worst b4, i learn from tat, so now my life is changed. wat kind of gals i also seem b4, in my heart, most of the gal also like to find rich bf, see $$ for seching. even cheat, they also done. there is many kind of ppl in this world, just depend which u meet. im very hate the gal tat love me is bcoz my $$$$. i hope to find a gf tat can be indepent, got own work, got own fren, got own time to learn n improve or willing to learn from me. im not rich, im not really handsome, but i need true love also, pls don cheat me. my face look like child coz i hav a baby face, but wat i thinking is surprise for u all, so n pls don depend on my face, thanks. after i saw ur statement, i can imagine tat wat guy u met b4, n i oledi knew wat u r thinking, wat u looking for. n i can understand 50% of ur story b4. u r the 1 i felt different with other gal. lets try hard together, i believe tat u can. lets us work hard for our future (if got fate n chance), improve ourselves. if need any suggestion or command, can ask me anytime, is my pleasure, k?? i sure u will be different with most of the gals… … n try hard to forget b4, n just learn the experience b4…KK?? i will support u here everytime…
u will be the best!
Love Love
Anson
sorry, replace new, coz much wrong word. sorry!!
January 25th, 2006 at 10:22 am
hi leng yein .. im very sorry about ur life story but im very happy that u get over about it … well.. u see that u learn ur mistakes and this leads u to a very sucessful person at this very young age .. u must be happy about it .. well.. without these mistakes , can u be as sucessful as now??? In life, thr are always pros and cons.. it is good to break up with ur “x’s”.. i felt they are very useless in ur life and also the community .. i dont think that they can get anywhere in the community for being so useless… well, anyway, just wan to tell u tat there are people who support u all the way in ur life .. good luck to u … :p
January 29th, 2006 at 12:48 pm
You have really been through a lot but you are still able to stand even after you fell. You deserve someone who appreciate you and love you for who you are. Your xs’ definitely don’t deserve you, in fact, they don’t deserve nobody in their life. Good luck.