Leng Yein’s Blog

You can hate me for writing this but then if u could just calm down and think , im just telling the truth that no one else dare to ever reveal to others …

My hometown - Kuantan . Not very small , but not a big city yet , or should i say developing to be one in years to come ? Life here is very peaceful , everyone knows everyone around town . No matter what u do , especially if u r those rich kids or happening people , if u did something that stunned or shock others , the next minute , the whole town knows about it . Sum up , most of the people around town talks alot .

I grew up in this lovely little town ever since i was a kid . People around town likes to compare other parent’s kid with their own . People love to compare , people love to insult , and people love to show off in this town . Even just little little things , they’re so afraid that the whole town doesnt know about it . Publicity in this town doesnt costs you a cent babe , u dont actually need to print flyers and banner or do some shout outs to let everyone knows what u’re doing , coz people will start top spread rumors and stories about it even before u complete printing the papers . You dont believe me , come and stay for one year , if i prove u wrong then prove me wrong indeed ~

My friends and families from overseas and out of my hometown often asked me how i survive in this little town surrounding by hammerhead people and ’special’ minded people . They often thought they know everything and they’re the wise ones and that they always think that they’re the best . They’ll never wake up from their dream one day and realised that all they know is just how to boast and plain talking craps but doesnt know how to respect not others but themselves .

People in town doesnt give others break , they just non stop talking about what others do and kept on insulting others with their opinions . If it’s just a simple opinion is ok but you guys around town are always too much man ~ Im so sick of you guys all the time . If the ratio for bad mouth ppl to nice people in town will be 6:4 , and im already closing one eye to give out such ratio . Short cut to understanding my point is just by one single way , come and have a nice stay in kuantan for just a year , then , u’ll indulge yourself in my homely little situation and strong hold the tiny insy binsy all sorts of how the towny life actually is here .

I know i cant change the way of how people live in this town , but what i can do is to choose what kind of people im going out with . And if u dont like what i write about , just hate me n stop reading NOW and take out ur phone n start calling your friends around town n ask them to read what i wrote n hate me then , this is what u r good at right ? Well , i dont care ~ that’s your way ,it has always been your way , and forever will be your way ……All u know is just to start some stupid topic and start telling people all around about someone u dont even know , hoping that the whole town will start to talk around like u and hate that person even though u dont know why you wanna hate her for . You know why , i tell u why , coz u r too free ~ And my advise , u really should go get yourself a big bottle of water , coz u know , u do alot of talking so u need alot of energy to kept u talking on and on …

And to those of u who love to peek me wherever u saw me in a restaurant or walking somewhere in town , please , just come by and say hi will u ? Im not a white tiger , u dont need to walk round n round or pretending to be doing something and actually all u want is to look at what im doing or whatsoever . Then why dont u just stop n look in stead coz its the same right ? Coz no matter how good u r pretending my friends still saw what u r trying to do , behind you . Come on lah , my friend is everywhere lah , whatever u talk will come back to me very soon . Have u forgotten something ? Kuantan is like a ball , everything goes around , and the good thing is , it comes around very fast . And do remember something dear , karma comes around too .

I used to explain this and that , but now , i will never do that anymore . Its either u take it or u leave me alone . Be my friend , or be my enemy . Like me for who i am , or hate me for that very same reason . I dont care , i still can live my life happily without u coz im nothing to u and same , u r nothing to me . Coz i know ppl who talks about me is those who doesnt know me , then , should i say more ?

And , to those people who kept on asking around about my status SINGLE . Now , what’s your problem . I believe u guys knows both of my Ex’s very well right ? Everyone knows who my Ex are , Miss Pahang’s Ex ? Come on ? Mr who n who n who ? Hey YOU , go get them as your boyfriend then . Why bug me ? They’re still my friend , and i have no time to listen to how their life is now and then . You guys shut up and leave me alone will yah ? Wah , people’s love life also u can talk , hey , i suggest u go take up a professor course and come out with a certificate so that u can go all around the world and talk . Good ? Coz u get paid ~

Single or not , seriously i wont admit that i have a boyfriend until they day i know for sure that that very guy is up for a steady long term relationship .

And i can tell u now that i had already met someone special but yet to be revealed . It’s very hard for both of us either way because of the distance and some other problems which we should take in count . But one thing for sure is that he is special and he treats me respectfully and he has been very supportive . Im not a girl who will tell people around that i am single where as i promise another party that we’re trying out . Now , i hereby tell all of u that when the day comes that i tell u guys im taken , stop wasting your time coz im a very loyal person at heart .

I dont mean that im putting up a ‘ single and still available ‘ sign but im also not putting up ‘ im married n counter closed ‘ sign . I dont know what’ll happen next in my life but what im aiming for now is to succeed in my own career and at the same time having a very balance and healthy love life . Im too busy all the time so its very hard for me to jump start a relationship just like ( click ! ) that or to maintain a healthy relationship when well , im not in healthy condition all the time due to the stress n work im doing now …

To all of my friends in Kuantan , u can still call me out for a drink , well since it has been really a while for me to go out for a drink . Let me count , ops ~ i really forgot when’s my last time . But at least months n months ago … Always n forever stuck in my appointments and shoots .

To all the 4+4 people out there , stop checking my friends out whenever im trying my best to have a peace of mind and enjoying a wonderful night out with my friends will yah ? I notice that whenever me n my friends are , when we’re about to leave , u guys never stop peeking what car my friend’s driving or never stop asking around who my friends are . And days after that , the whole town knows where i’d last parked my car and who i went out with . Aiyoh ~ If u guys are so free come stop by my shop , i have loads of things for u to do coz u r too too free ~

Why this lovely little town ended up with loads of people like u i always wonder . Every little things u guys treat it as though its the end of the world treat . Example , a true story from my friend ‘ What ? Your bf got u a 3k handphone ? ‘ Then the next thing i know is ‘ Hey bitch , my bf got me a 3.1k hand phone the day after u got yours … ‘ and ‘ Hey , u girls know something , yesterday i saw XX and she told me her bf got her a 3k hand phone , Damn ~! I think she’s materialistic , if its me , i wont take it ‘ Hey , come on lah ~ no matter what u girls say about my friend , its a 2 way thing . 1st , She’s good enough to let a man spending all his money on her so whats wrong with u pulak ? Jealous ? 2nd . It’s u who doesnt deserve it so does it mean that others cant have it too ? People are all the same here , they cant bare to see others are better than them or others have things that they could possibly own one . JEalous ~ blekk

You wanna show others some ‘colours ‘ coz they have something u dont have ? Then my advise , work hard for it ~ Dont talk so much , it never helps . Work hard and get it yourself , the only difference between u getting urself something and others getting u one is that - u can get yourself something u want all the time but others just give u what u want once in a while . Dont get it ? If u r capable , u can buy whatever u want whenever u want . But if u rely on others to give u something u want , 1st , u must beg them like a dog , 2nd , its forever depending on the other party whether they wanna buy u that or not . So , y be a dog when u are a human . But one thing , my dog is luckier than u , he always get the best things from me all the time without begging . TadaAa ~ Still dont get it ? Well , u should stop reading my blog now coz u r a pityful empty person ….. in mind ~

Kuantan people , its nice coz everyone knows everyone all around coz this is however , a small town . But to those typical special breed people around town , EAT YOURSELF ~! Start talking behind me NOW , PLEASE ~ Coz u make me more famous for erm … i dunno , for whatever u tell others about me then . Cocky ? Proud ? Stupid ? Brainless girl who has a nice body ? A girl with no true friends ? Hurry , call your friends now to view what i wrote about u people , brain wash them to hate me NOW ~ Hurry , before its too late . Coz u will be seeing my stupid face all around town in posters , banners , newspapers n magazines all the time this year . I tell u what , im back in the modeling line ~ WAhahaha ~

Sum up , screw those bad species of sub-sided minded people around the town ~ Lovely people in Kuantan , u’re welcome to join me . Our click - coz we DONT CARE ~ The percentage of us winning the bad species will be 8:2 . You know why ? Coz we have better things to do in life ….. so to the bad mouthed people out there , start talking now u shit ~

Another talk of the town ……… leng yein

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