Leng Yein’s Blog

Sorry for muting myself out for 2 weeks , was busy with my Korea Trip . I’ll be off today again and will be back on 13th Feb . Im happier even since i started writing my blog . I found out that through this very special page of mine , eventually people started to understand me and what makes me happier is that , YOU , do have the same opinion n view like me . Muah ~!

Like people use to say , we cant expect everyone to like us , but what we can do is to try our best not to prove to people , but to be honest enough n not to felt sorry for ourselves on what we’re doing all the time in life today and dont regret later on …

Once , i believe everyone had the same experience , that we have a few good friends that we trusted them n love them so much , and we could possibly do everything to help them get outta troubles , and guess what , we’re getting into troubles . Then , people didnt thank us but then accuse that we are the one causing troubles for friends . I learn something today , help yourself n not others when u know that the HELP u offer will not HELP urself in return . If something u do can drag u down , leave your friend . Remember one thing , friend will be there when u need them , not causing trouble for you . Yes , if u runaway when ur fren need u is wrong , but then i ask u sumthing , if what ur fren doing is not worth u helping , who would help u in return after u helped them n u pulak got into deep shit ? Them ? If they can help u in return , why did they need ur help at first ? Get this right , a good friend will only make u happy , maybe cheer u up a lil when u’re being a pain in the butt , forcing themselves to chat with u when u wanna bla bla bla ur stupid stories for hours and yet , they’re there , sipping a table full of different drinks , listening to u , sincerely ……. This is friend . A person who call u up once in a while , borrow money from u n no news after that , ask u out the settle the bill , ask u out when she cant get anyone out to go kaikai shopping with her , only call u when she broke up with her stupid bf n cry cry cry in front of u then when she had found a new guy she forgets about u , only call u when she need you for some yeah right , GOOD REASON and u still think they can be called , A FRIEND , then please call me now coz i wanna be your friend . Coz i dont have such dumbo cute lil friend in my life before .

Face this fact , when u’re high above , u have friends . When u’re down in deep shit , where are they ? Where’s ur heng dai n chi muiz ? Dead ? They are joining other people stabbing ur back darling , they are not your so called friend , they are idiots . Then y r u crying now ? Oh baby , come , jie jie sayang . Dont cry , they should be gone for good . Dont forgive them , remember how they treat u n move on dear . Just move on … stand up one day , stand tall , and u will have a lot of friends , at least , u have Me . And when they call u back , dont hate them , smile back . Be friend with them , but dont let them use u . Remember , always , forever , that once when u needed them , how did they treat you . People like them wont change , u really thought once people do this to u they’ll be so good to u for nothing ? Stop being silly girl , they NEED u n they’re up for something , thats y they call u back when u’re UP from all the DOWNS . think ~ U are not stupid . And u can live without them , live on …… have your own life back , you can do it ~

REmember , you can live without them . NO ONE ~! NO ONE in this world cant live without one particular person in this world . EVERYONE can live on …. coz everyone SHOULD live on … You lost a friend today , walk out of your door , look around , they’re millions of new friends all around u . Find someone who can bring u happiness , someone who can teach u n guide u to become a better person . Leave those who drag u down n do u no good . U dont need them …

If u’re with a bunch of very good friends , but then the group however split to two n ask u to choose either one of them . DONT CHOOSE ~! Walk out , get a new group of friends who dont force u to choose who and who , leave those kids , you dont need siblings do u ? Leave them in the kinder garden . You should move on for graduation already . Never think that when u leave they’ll spread rumors bout u then u’ll end up with no friends . Maybe for abit but not forever darling , if your friends around u believe those kiddo friends of yours , leave your friends too , coz they’re the same kind , idiots ~! After sometime , u’ll get new friends , believe me .

Try this , mingle with different standard of people , different groups of people or different interest de friends , and then u’ll notice that actually it’s good to have friends , alot of them , alot of different ones , and yet , they wont betray you . You know why ? Coz they know that even if they doesnt call u out , u always have substitute . Never let a friend lay a thinking on u that ‘ this fella cant live without me ‘ Even couples have problems on this issue . Never let someone think that they’re so good that we cant live without them . Like i say , no one is suppose to die because someone doesnt want them . Remember always that if one person leave your life , there’s so many coming in every second without u realising it . Think of what i’d just said . True ?

Hop in and make friends , this is what friendster are for right ? So why stick with idiots when u have so many friends around u now ? Come on , make yourself at home in friendster ~!Mis around with different friends , keep in touch . You never know when u’ll need them and you’ll never know , maybe one day yet to come when u’ll end your life with them … you’ll never know … so stay true , be yourself , make a never ending friend chain , dont choose friend , they’re human , but choose your close friends , coz u dont want your secrets and stories to be spread around by them dont u ? But bare in mind , you’ll never know the true person behind those masks , cautious , coz u might never know when they’re gonna get jealous of u n turn their back on u .

JEALOUSY is always there especially among girls , and the process will never end when one is better than another one . There’s never equality , even in sisters . They’re so many girls around me bitching about each other all the time , but what hear n see , i’ll just laugh n forget about it . Coz i know everything happens for a reason and no one hope for the worst to happen , but things just always happen dont they ? So let it happen , forget bout it , laugh about it n then move on . You never wanna live in the past forever dont u ?

The best policy is to keep really important dark secrets to your bestest friend , which is however … YOURSELF ~ That’s the best , coz things which is too strong n too important for u and you’re not suppose to be reveal it , will never be revealed if u keep it forever in your heart …… wise ? Yes …. Hahaha ~ And it’s good not to tell anyone , coz if it’s that important n u cant help yourself , do u think your FRIENDS are capable of handling it when u yourself cant ? Coz u are the only person who understands yourself more than anyone in this world , when u cant do something , do u think your friend can help u with it ? It’s your life , your choice … You can tell everyone your secret , you can make up stories n bitch around , but in the end ask yourself , is this what u ask for ? Is this what u want ?

I once try to live my life how people want me to be , i change myself to suit and tried my best to stuck myself into my friends life , but in the end , what i see is that they’re happy but im not . And they never cherish until i walk away from their life . If u’re suppose to live your life to make others happy while they dont do the same , best way is to leave . They’re still my friends today , loads of friends , or should i say loads of girls who once hurt me so much and try to be-friend with again now . I never say no , i never show my temper , but i did remember how they once treat me , n i let them know how i picture them in my head when they call me back , i told them straight to the face , flat ~ ‘ I will never forget how u use to treat me , but its ok coz everything is the past for me n i dont actually care anymore , keep in touch my friend ‘ Coz i want them to know , im not a junk which they can dump me and pick me up again . I dont need them to be happy , i can find my own happiness coz its all around all the time everywhere … And u girls should do the same , and if u dont dare to , call me , i’ll be your friend , i’ll introduce u to my nice girl friends , they’re all very good people , no bull shit n funny business . Never let a friend of yours hurt u , coz it’s your life . Leave them , u have so many good friends all around , all u need is to look using your heart , u’ll know who’s true n who’s not .

Never believe words that people tell u about people . This is one thing i never believe in . Words always play our mind and causes problems … You have a function brain to think , words should not affect your perceptions on a person . If u believe words that ppl tell u , think this way , what if ur friends backstab u n ppl believe words they say , does it hurt ? Yes . So why believe backstabbers when u yourself know very well that no matter how bad they tell u about someone , they’re always n forever …. BACKSTABBERS ~! If u think backstabber are good and people that they say is bad , think again . Who are playing the bad guy part ? Who is the one who causes heart break in friends ? Backstabbers ……. if there’s no more trust n happiness in friends , u should leave n move on …

What’s happening around u , what’s people bitching around u today , is what u made them to , its all about how u made things outta yourself , how u treat people and how people return their hate or love to u … If ppl started bitching u dont la join them, this is why bitching never stops . If u hop into a topic , it’ll be never ending and in the end u’ll be the one ppl call bitch becoz u’re part of the bitching group . See ? Never call ppl a bitch if u’re nothing different . But no matter what , do this once n for all ….. cherish the one who once love u , never forget what they did … remember those who once broke your heart , never forget what they did … thank those who once helped u outta deep shit , sincerely thankful that there are still angels in this cruel world … FOREVER , cherish your own family members , coz they’re the most faithful friend u ever had in your life like how i cherish my little sister , she’s my bestest friend forever , i love her more than myself , she’s my life and i’ll never let anyone bully her , she’ the best girl i’d ever met , Leng Sean , my angel , my world , my everything ……….. I love u sis ~! You’re forever the best …… my little lamb lamb ….

Learn to be strong , be mean , be stern , be mind clear 24-7 , be independent , learn to cherish , and everything will be better somehow …… God Bless ~ Happy Valentine’s Day and i’ll hit u back after my trip on 13th ……

Love Always ………… Leng Yein

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