Leng Yein’s Blog

pEoPLe oFteN tHiNk tHey kNow mE , bUt aCtuaLLy , tHey dOnT ~!

There’s a reason behind all the captions i wrote alongside my pictures … People around me are doctors , psychiatrist , lawyers , plumbing guy , students , con mans , idiots , psychos , farmers , indah water ppl , bla bla bla … YOU , can study me . YOU , can guess what im thinking now or whats my next step . YOU , can read n follow my blogs everyday and hopefully try to get to know me tru these letters and stories of mine , but u’ll never understand how i felt in real , never …

Funny how thing goes sometimes , i met nice ppl tru my blogs , and again at the same time , i met funny people . But its ok , i can absorb all that . This is what they call the balance of life eih ~! Its lovely that some people tried to switch places and picture themselves at my position , its very sweet of you thank you . But to those guys who tried a little too hard , my blogs are mainly for those who are understanding enough and close to me de ppl , so stop wasting your time try to approach me and change my view on things that i’ve already stated clear ~

I need nice and friendly people to keep me going now but i certainly do not need some extra pain in the butt to hop in . You can say im strong , you can also say i just try not to be weak all the time . You can say im hard working , or you can say im afraid to calm down n haunted by my pass . You can say im capable , or u can say im all about the money . You can say im realistic , but u can also say im materialistic . This is what i said before , the balance of life , the yin n yang of everything , the angel n the devil , the true fact of life ….. But again , its up to you which position u r standing and what u see in ur own point of view . And again , i dont care honey ~

Girls , thanks for accepting me for who i am tru my blog , i love u girls muah ~! Guys , dont push too hard ok ? Im not trying to promote myself to u ppl here , this is just a way of free writing as a place where i write down my thoughts and stories . U can skip my page if u think its a waste of time , no one is holding a gun forcing u to read . STOP HERE ~ DO NOT CONTINUE READING ~ IT’S CONTAGIOUS ~

To all my true friends out there , YOU , kept me going … Who are my true friends ? You dont need to know me well , you need not met me before , YOU , are true to yourself , YOU , are true for being my friend in heart , and YOU , are my true friend indeed …. Muah ~

People , u cant judge a person tru her looks , but u can measure a girl by her experience that she’d been through and her capability of handling her life . NEVER look down on a weak person , coz u might never know who’s your supporter or your strongest opponent one day …

NEVER under estimate someone , never give up , never stop giving , never stop taking , and never stop changing … and u’ll find success coming your way … Understand those point in a deeper way , and u’ll understand what i mean n which aspect im talking about …

Some people told me that im not secured with all the people around me , that im running away from reality , i force myself not to trust others , i locked my heart up and not to open it to people who are kind and who love me so much , i turn down others offers just to live my life all by myself , i made myself so tired coz i dont accept a single living creature’s help , i bIa bla bla bla … sum up , im scared / im haunted by my past / i cant accept my past / whatsoever …

My feed back on your says : Right , and not right . Correct , yet not correct . Yes , but No . True , not true . Think , Analyze , and understand . Been there , Done that , Go on with it .

Whether u like it or not , i still stick with my way of doing things . I didnt ask you to follow my way , but dont u try to brain wash me and try to get me settling my life down doing things by YOUR WAY . I dont mess up ur life , so dont u try to mess up mine , coz no matter how hard u try , trust me , i know myself so well , u’ll never get to change me , NEVER . I know whats best for myself , dont try to tell me what i should n shouldnt do , dont try to tell me what to do or not to do, dont try to tell me whats right n wrong (depending on what lah) , coz i dont wanna know how u live your life and how u handle your problems , diff ppl has diff ways of doing things , agree ? But WE ourselves knows what’s best for ourself . Coz if i follow your way , something bad happens , are you the one others blame ? Are you going to pay for all the mistakes occurred from your stupid idea ? Are you capable of handling the shits for me ? You want me to listen to what you say , but answer me this , who are you ? Bill Gates ? Haha ~ No ? Then shut up ~ I dont care how or what u wanna do with your life , and guess what ? I dont even wanna know , im too busy with mine … So be clear in mind now , stop wasting your time bugging me around asking me to do impossible things , hey ! Watch this ‘ I will always be me , whether u like it or not , its either u accept me for who i am , or FUCK OFF ‘ do i make myself clear now ? Dont like what i say ? Then im very sorry …… u should move on without me now … Cool ? No ? But im cool with it , coz i still have other nice friends around me …… u should move on and what , try harder to change others around u then ? Good luck to you ~ May Mr.god have the extra time to bless u ya ?

We do what we must to survive , u can either accept the person for what they are , or move on without the person . Agree ? If u think its impossible to get a person who loves u unconditionally and accepts u 100% for who u r without a single thought of changing the very true YOU , u r wrong ~! There’s no difference between u found a girl or a guy that understands you , at least u found one , that counts ~! There’s still people out there who knows how to cherish a good person ……… and i had already met them ~ Lucky me ~!

Love a person for who they really are , for what they’re made of , and dont ever change them . Coz if u did , they’re not the person you first met anymore …… and eventually , things will take turns and change …… Cherish them , before everything’s too late …… Accept , and others will accept you …

Love Always , leng yein ……………

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