Leng Yein’s Blog

Boyfriend ? Single ? Married ? Hubby ? HaHaHa ~!No matter what , i will only trust and love myself for the time being ~!Why ? Simple , coz until now , no one had yet successfully had the chance to prove to me that they are worth me giving in … maybe im too busy , or maybe not ?

People , i need some time … For now , the most important thing to me is money . Money proves stronger than most of the reasons in my life . Shopping ? Haha ~! Whenever wherever im enjoying my shopping , i can even forget my own name ~ Dont believe me ? Call me the shopping Queen … The happiness i gain from my shopping will be far more happy than me going out with a guy , trust me . Been there , done that , have it , love it ~ *muackx*

Havent met a nice guy who are equally as good as my mr.shopping ? Nop , u r wrong . There are good guys , and there are very very good guys too . But why ? Why ? Coz of this - i can get everything i want by myself , why should i get a boyfriend who can just provide me just some happiness equal to my shopping but then i will get nag + nag + nag + scolding + uncountable unneccessary problems + unfinished complains + controlled by them as though im a pet ? I want something , i go get myself something . I dont need to beg , i dont need to cry , i dont need to pray . As easy as A B C … Wahahah ~! ( baby is so so mean , ngiak ngiak ngiak )

Why if that guy can provide me alot of shopping ? Oh yeah , sounds great . But then one thing , did that guy provide me shopping but then he must cut down on his own meal n daily life’s expenses ? Yes ? Then no thanks . Why if he can get me something i need or fancy on the right time ? Oh yeah , i will accept it ONLY IF HE IS MY BOYFRIEND ~ My rule , i dont simply take in any gifts from people . Come on , it’s ppl’s hard earn money lah , u tot im a leech meh ? Suck blood de ah ? Yes ? Then i dont blame u , coz U R AN IDIOT n im just a Nut . We’re two different species , we dont click . Well , u can block me now   *na*

Love a guy who loves u with all his heart even he’s poor and one day when he’s rich , he’ll cherish u ? Haha ~ LIAR ~! I had it twice man , why doesnt it end up such beautiful picture then hUh ? Im a total Fucked Up girl in this Messed Up World , as simple as that . No matter who u r , no matter what u say , it doesnt matter anymore … After my 2 break up and a lately incident , i learnt something new . No matter how much u cherish a person and gave out , NEVER expect to get back 50% of it . This , im gonna remember it for good . Dont tell me why am i so pessimistic , u know why ? Coz im stupid , im a total chemistry gone wrong case , like it or not , im a pess . That’s it , and im gona enjoy living my life the way i want happily . Even alot of u came in and try to change my mind , Hello ? There’s no more angel in this world lah , everyone love someone for a reason lah . No more cute cute cheap cheap love . Everything , everywhere , everytime , everyone here breathing now is COSTLY ~! Learn something new today by teacher Leng Yein . There’s nothing as MY LOVE DONT COST A THING . U know why ? I duno whats ur case , but from what i did n what others did to me , loving a person COSTS alot . ( mumbling mumbling ) If i could just sum up the amount , maybe i can buy myself a lil sport car .

Today’s Equation : Money + Time + Headache = Love

Every girl in this world are so so sweet n cuddly n cute EXCEPT one ……. ( any guess ? ) Oh yes , MR Robertzai overthere ? Ur guess … Me ? OH ~ U r so smart man ~! Nah , this is ur prize , a very firm handshake from me + a *wink* ( Mr. Robertzai smile smile from ear to ear and walk back to his seat )

Yes , its very true that i shield myself up whenever there’s a single sign of me falling in love . Special thanks to my dearest Mr.Past and of course , not forgetting my Mr.Fear . I should join the Fear Factor ? Yeah , i will lose straight away . Coz whenever i see any good quality guys , i think i’ll give up even before the show starts . You can take all the money , thanks yah ~ Everything’s going fine in my life now … love life ? Haha ~ Of course its fine , u forgot that i love myself so much ? Im very self loving de leh ….. Haha ~

Ehem eHem … ok lah . I’ll stop being so sarcastic now . Considering to really dip myself into this game of Love again ? MY answer ………. ( drumss drumss ……… and cHianGggGGgg ) …………………………………. eRr …. (people yelling ‘Whoy , idiot , faster answer lah , u think u’re acting now ah ?’) …. sorry yah , ok ok ……. my answer is Yes . Currently dragging myself into some troubleSssSss liao ……. Falling into holes ? Nah , Falling in Love , again ? Haha ~! Thanks but No Thanks ……… Part of me are still however , what people call - under constructionZ *wink*

Well , i must say that there will be one day that i can find someone who knows how to read the signs of erm ….. Fragile , handle with care ? Beware of dangerous animal ? Fuck , u’re dead this time ? Damn , pity u lah being the unluckiest guy in the whole world ? Shit , u’re blind ? Haha ~! And lots more interesting sign written on my shit face

Whoever out there , may god bless the person who love me for who i am . Coz he’s the pitiest person on earth to have known such an idiot like me ….. But i love you , i really do *smooch*

Well , i’ve just touched down from Bangkok this morning . Had my lunch then drove alone all the way back to Kuantan - TIRED ~!~!~!~! Wednesday flying to Hong Kong with my lil sister for our shopping trip again ~ I’ll stop here now …. Gotta close my shop already , girls are looking at me typing , pai seh lah ~! Muacks , good day ~

Truly ………… Leng Yein

I stepped aside and look at myself , my life now , yes , im a very very lucky ~! And most importantly , im happy now …

Life is so beautiful with love all around … We always have so many choices to choose from … Single or Counter Closed ? Normal or Gay or Lesbian ? Fifi or Bobo or LuLu ? RobertzAi or Marco or Paladin ? Friends or Lovers ? Gathering or 1-1 dinner ? Work or Dating ? Get rich or gone broke ? The toughest of all is , Love or Money ?

Sorry , louder please ? What ? My choice ? Oh , Ehem …… neither one ~! I will ONLY fall for someone who are VERY special . My boyfriend is DEFINITELY the best of all ~! My choice is someone who are better than all of the guys around me , very understanding *wink*, someone who are very patient with me , extra sensitive to things happening around , extra time for me although i dont have that , very very extremely caring and loving , responsible , someone who wont blame me for his own fault , someone who dont hit and/or scold me , someone who can bring me around and show me the world , someone who can teach me things in life and on my business , someone who can made me a better person , someone who are smart and sexy , someone who has confident and mind strong , someone who knows what they want in life , someone who can step into my life but not changing it or messing it up , a guy who knows how to respect girls and himself too , a man who are capable of doing things that a man should do , a person who are honest and trustworthy , extra extra extra money for me to go shoppingSSssSSss ( Mr.god please grant me this wish ) , a guy who knows when to start talking and when to stop , someone who knows where to be at the right time and where not to be , a guy who know what to do when something happen , a guy who knows HOW TO BUY ME A PRESENT ~! , someone who will always stay true and protective someone who will NEVER forget important dates (yes , its a must must !!!) , a guy with a kind heart , and most importantly , a guy who will love me for who i am and wont force me to change into his fantasy (fuck off) , a guy who knows how to respect and love the important people in my life (my sister , my family , my bestest chi muiz ) , a guy who accept US for who we are and never complains , a perfectionist , a guy who will never waste my time , a guy who never nags me , a guy who will only bring laughter into my life and not bombing my peaceful city at heart like Mr.u know who , a guy who NEVER hate my friend (i warn you ya , there are less than 5 people in my life that u never wanna mess with , my sister , waiwai , ai lan , ai hwa and my mum ) if u ever dare make them sad or just unhappy , im out of your story man ~ Muah ~ Yeah , thats about it , easy right ? You just need erm … let me count one , two , three , four … dut dut dut … those simple qualities above to be my qualified boyfriend . But the finalist will be judge by those five person above , thank you . Take note : U cant rasuah the judge , or u’re out straight away … Closing date of this competition are near , please send in your resume to join this competition of love .

Prizes : you get to know how nasty i can get , you can try to mess with my friends and see how WE react , you get to know how loud i can talk and how long my conversation will last once i start talking (ur house can flood) , you can realized alot of things that ur teacher never taught you in school , you will know why they always tell you ‘ Aih , Girls … (shake head shake head ) ‘ , you can know how busy i am and what i do and where i go , u can get hold of my schedule of who i stick 24-7 with (answer : my sister and my bestest fren waiwai) , if u want a 1-1 meeting , erm … maybe im free next life then . For now , i realized that the most important people in my life is still this two very special person , they are both two very unique girl , very understanding and caring and true … to get to know them , add up :

my sister ……….. lengsean_sean@hotmail.com

waiwai ……….. waiwai_lim@hotmail.com

Money or Love ? I choose friendship ……. Coz until now , i cant get a guy who can give me everything that i wish for in my life , or at least , an average good in everything de guy . I dont simply take in crap shit , i only choose the best . If u r cursing me now ‘u think u r so good ah , then i can tell u one thing - yes i dont think i am so good coz i know im good’ U dont like me ? Then u know what ? FUCK OFF , i dont give a shit . I control my own life , i have all the right to search for one very special person who will stay with me FOREVER … (although i had already found two)

Read this ~! It happens to alot of girls all around the world at this very second . Guys around me now … what they can offer me , the sum up of all man kind , and this is what i analyzed : money but lack of attention , overload of attention but not practical (basically just talk crap lah for heaven sake) , love me but cant even pay for my hi-tea , wana be with me but his too busy himself , try to act as though he is rich lah bla bla bla but actually he’s nothing but a cockhead , act as though he loves you but actually he’s just flirting around , someone who says that he understand but actually he knows nothing about me , capable but not capable of handling me , protective but too harsh on my friends , scares my friends’ nenek *wink* (yes , this is true ~! Oh Mr.hansome , dont be angry , they wont know its YOU ~!) , did something wrong and blame their fault on others , they say they’re perfectionist and are picky but then never does things well and mess up alot of things … Ehem , im not saying its YOU . If u terasa , then go ask yourself , what have u done and not done ?

And then , when i stop analyzing , i realized i cant stand guys with these GOOD qualities : Guys who never seemed to get things done the way they said so , someone who are a good actor ( Honey , this doesnt work on me , im better in ‘acting’ ok ? Wahahahah ) , guys who doesnt know what to say and where to be at the right time , guy who doesnt know how to make a quick decision , guy who has no balls (believe it or not , there’s alot ‘mou chun doi’ guy out there) , guy who are OVER confident with themselves , guys who just know how to complain and not saying thank you , guys who doesnt know the true meaning of appreciate , guys who doesnt know what a MAN should do (help us carry things loh , pay money loh , shut up when girls are talking loh , dont start to complain and stop complaining ) , If u already know IM LIKE THIS de and u dont like it then DONT CALL ME ~! If u already know that im a busy person , then stop complaining i dont have time for you . If u think u r POOR , then fucking go get a job and get money loh . Its not that u have no hand and mouth ? At least u have a sexy butt then go sell butt lah ~! Im just telling the truth , maybe u might not like what i wrote in all my blogs , but then , think again …… its the truth , face it ~!

Nowadays im very mean already , coz i finally found my soulmate ……. the greatest goddess of all kind …. wai wai and sean sean ~ Wahahaaha ~! They never complains , they never sleeps , they never stop talking , Shit ~ We’re truly 3 crazy girlS ~

People who just started reading my blog , forgive me for being such an asshole . It’s however , the ME and i will forever be like this de . That’s why i always tell people , whoever ended up being the man in my life is the unluckiest person on earth man ~! I guessed all of u guys agree with it right ? Then , guys who still love me for who i am , think again …… HahaHa ~ Give up , Yes , u should if u cant take this heart attack ride of your lifetime ~ Im not an angel , not a devil , coz im a crazy bitch ~ Nothing more than that ~ I love myself more than you loving me , thats for sure … And i love my friend more than i love you , so bare in mind of that ~

This very fact will only change when i met someone who fits perfectly in my life , someone who are worth of me loving and settle down with , someone who are my everything and will be my everything , someone whom i love more than my own life , someone …… who are however , my one and only lifetime partner .

You guys always think that u r so good , but then think again … are you ? We girls always think that we love our bf so much and that we did everything we should do as a gf , but think again …… did we ?

Everyone can be someone special for someone , everyone has a chance to be in each other’s life , everyone has the possibility to end their life happily with someone they never thought they will love when they first met , anything could happen anytime , anywhere , everytime , everywhere …… My advise , if u never try , how would you know ? If u never give YOURSELF a chance , how would others have a chance ? If u r so good , then why people around you doesnt love you for who you are ? Think … sum up … analyze … and make up your mind …

Every guy and every girl has their weak point . Everyone wears a mask , everyone are both an angel and a devil . If they met the right person at the right time , u will see the beautiful side of them . If they met the wrong person at the wrong time , u will see the ugly side of them . And me ? Im the extreme one , im basically formed by these add up equationZ :

Angel + Devil + Crazy Bitch + Talkative + Sexy tHenGg = me

And the result of it , people love me for who i am and hate me for that . Not good ? I dont care , although i does things my way , but i never hurt others this is FOR SURE ~! People who knows me know what i meant by that . Although im straight forward and very strict ALL THE TIME , but then i wont over do it . So i never had any problem dealing with people working with me . But if u never appreciate what i’ve done and pissed me of , u’re 100% my history ~ It’s not the money , its the regulation ~! You say thank you , not ok lah ~! You learn to cherish and appreciate , not complain and complain . If u think u r so good then go do everything yourself lah , go set up a project yourself , complete it yourself , live your life yourself , and at the end of your life … u r left with nothing lesser than just yourself ……

Everyone has their different choice of partners and choices of what kind of life they want . And after you chose , DONT complain , coz no one force you on your last decision . That’s why im always so harsh to myself , coz i want to hold on to what i believe . People ask me ‘ Are you not tired , stressed or ’san fu’ ? Mu answer , No . Coz i know very well that in the end of the day , i will get what i want in life and that i will be happy . I will never ask for more now coz this is the only i doesnt had enough in my life … MONEY ~! hahaha ~! What u tot i’ll say , Love ah ? Dont be silly , if u dont have money , u wont be as happy as ppl who has it … Im used to being showered with materialistic things , i wont settle for love without money . And when i say this , u should check back on my previous blog for what i’d wrote . I will not settle for money without love either . I want BOTH ~! And i will get it someday … No matter what u say , i will get it in the end … Dont believe me ? Then just give each other some time and you’ll see how i ended up with … shall we ?

Learn to cherish although u see ugly things in life . When others made a mistake , remember what they did and dont do it to others . If u think your boyfriend always screw things up , learn from him , thank him for teaching you a new lesson , study his mistake and dont do it ~! If something happen in a relationship , its nobody’s fault . Neither one of you want it to end that way , just that things always does happen and noone can run from it . Learn from the mistakes that BOTH of you did , remind yourself and jot it down , dont repeat the same thing again and your next relationship will be a better one , hopefully the last one ……

I will only settledown when i know deep inside that , that very special guy has the quality to be the man of my life … its easy yet not easy … but noone knows what’ll happen the next second so let just say leave this aside and let destiny leads us naturally …… we have to hold strong to what we want and believe and the only thing that’ll make me kept going on and holding on will however , only be love … Everyone needs to be loved , and needs to know that they are loved …

Cherish everyone around you … Appreciates every little things that they do . Coz if u dont , they’ll leave you very soon …… Bare in mind : You might overlooked a diamond when u r collecting stones , never let your love ones slipped through your life because of your own naiveness and selfishness. Cherish and appreciates … i repeat , learn to cherish and appreciate ……

No matter what you think about my blog , ITS MY BLOG . U can either hate me for it , or the other way round , love me for being true and straight forward . But then , i love you for reading it ~! Muah ~ My blog is like my diary , and this is the very true side of me …. So love me for who i am , and hate me for that ~

Love Always ………… Leng Yein

I had alot of comment from guys from what i wrote on my shout out on —– I dont accept forward testi / messages . Im very busy , stop bugging me with all that . Send me a resume b4 u add , yes i just deleted more than 100 ppl 30 mins ago for not keeping in touch . If u think im very cocky then block me ~ Sorry & TQ Muah

Well , here we go again … Just imagine that u are 24-7 very tied up with your jobs , but the reason why u wanna play friendster is that u find this place a quite fast and special place to meet and explore interesting people all around the world . But because of SOME IDIOTS WHO DOESNT KNOW HOW TO READ , they somehow love to cut & paste testimonials , messages and funny things and send it to you . First , u waste my time deleting your message . Second , u make me angry coz u r blind coz u cant read . Third , u r stupid and i dont like to befriend with stupid people .

What is stupid , define STUPID . Stupid is that a 7 year old kid know what i mean but YOU DONT ~ I tot friendster are for ppl above the age of what , 12 ? How old are you ? Like what , 2 ??? Hahaha ~!

Imagine that u’re on a highway and 3 lanes are driving at 50km/hour . Does that annoys you ? No ? Then u should write a letter to the government saying that we dont need HIGH way , make some LOW way then ……

I HATE PEOPLE WHO WASTE MY TIME . They just know how to talk n talk n talk about people but they dunno how to settle or do the right things at the right time in the right place . You need to know when to talk and when not to , when to say something and when not to , where to be when people want u to be and not being at the place u shouldn’t be . Get it ?

You wanna be my friend or not , its all up to you . You dont like me then BLOCK ME FOR HEAVEN SAKE , i dont care . You dont send me message saying im being cocky and bla bla bla coz i dont read , no matter how long u write to curse me what i do is just reading a lil then when i get ur ”message”, i’ll straight away delete them without second thoughts . Not that im scared coz u guys are scolding me but whatever u write 1st . it doesnt interest me at all . 2nd , its very boring coz its meaningless . 3rd , u r wasting my time . 4th , i know if u write that , its all bcoz u guys did something funny or that u dont know me yet or that u r SPECIAL and i duwanna be your friend . Im not stupid ok ? I wont read all coz no matter how long u write it’ll end up meaning - i dont like u , u BITCH ~! So ? i get it , but actually u dont need to send me any messages , just dont add me then , if u dont like me , PLEASE BLOCK ME IN STEAD ~!

YES IM VERY COCKY to those strangers who approach me for some VERY STUPID reason . I know not everyone takes advantage of others thats why i just delete those bad people and i keep the nice ones forever . I believe NOONE love people who waste their time and effort . I know that im not the only one who hate ppl who forwarding things to us and i wont be the last either . You waste my precious time for deleting your WORK . Hey , if u try to tell me ‘ Bitch , if u r so busy then dont play friendster lah , act busy konon ‘ Then im gonna tell u Hey , did i click ur page n waste ur time pasting stupid things while if im so interested to be your friend and i can spend my time writing u a few lovely lines of words in stead ?? Get it ? I HATE FORWARD THINGS ~ Imagine your friends offering u their EX , u want ah ? Or , imagine your so called friend send you something that they send to everyone and u getting the same message and u r suppose to delete them after u read , oh no , u dont even will read . ITS TOTALLY A WASTE OF TIME ~! Adui ~

WHY I DELETE PEOPLE EVERYTIME WHEN IM EXTRA FREE ?? I ask you this , u have more than 50 accounts , u made one very special account to keep valuable people in it , AND U ADD IN SLEEPING PIG ?? Even if u dont have more than 50 accounts , u just have one account and u only can add a limited amount of people , will u wanna add people who u will never never know even when u stop playing friendster one day , and you cant add your nice nice friend into the account coz ur account is FULL , coz u r WASTING your time and space for some MEANINGLESS PEOPLE who add u up n kept quiet . Yes ? Then ok , have it that way . You know why i have more than 50 accounts ? Coz i have so many SLEEPING friend . And why i made a private account ? Coz i choose my friends and i only keep nice nice people here . EVERYONE in this account is SPECIAL to me . If u dont keep in touch coz u just wanna add me up n fill in your quota of friends , add me in my normal account which i dont even wanna login to lah . ANd if u dont like me just ont care to add me lah , dont view my account , dont send me message . Good , coz i can save up my time for nice nice people . U r not worth it ~! How many times i wanna repeat ? Im not being some cocky shit thinking that so many people are lining up to be my friend but im definitely not a girl who just treat everyone as nice EVEN IF U TREAT ME NICE ~ I know when n who to be nice or extra nice to and who doesnt deserve even a word from my mouth .

Hey girls , dont tell me u treat every guy extra soft and nice . Yes ? Then u’re such a cute girl . You must be so busy with phone calls and messages hor ? You must be rich coz ur bill is so high every month calling ALL your friends . And you must be a FREE person , coz u r so free all the time , no need to work and you are so so popular coz u have alot of ” nolah , we’re just friends” de guy friends hor ? You know what i mean , yes u do , i know u do … Imagine your guy friends around u know that u r treating everyone as nice like a cute little princess , how would your boyfriend feel ? Why not be your friend ? He can touch u , he can hold u , u ‘ teh ‘ him , and he’s SINGLE ~ Hey , i like that . Turn the other way round , if your boyfriend treats every girls as nice , r u happy ? Coz u get the same treat anyway . Why not be his friend , u get as much love , and u r still SINGLE ~ Ya , dream on … go sleep earlier ya … IN YOUR DREAM ~

GUYS , I will only talk normally to MY FRIEND and i will only treat the guys that i respect and the guys who respect me a little nicer . The only one i’ll be extra nice to will only be ONE VERY SPECIAL PERSON which is , forever … my boyfriend !! Guys , if i treat u not to say nice but just normal , u guys tot im being so self centered and so egoistic to just ”ying chau” you and tot that i always think that im so good . If i talk to u guys soft n nice , u guys tot im falling in love with u or that i like u so much or that i want u more than just a simple friend and after sometime of being together and u guys confess and i say i just treat u as my normal friend , u say im playing and fooling u around like a pet all the time , that i’d cheated ur love and shit ~! Then when i make it so straight from the beginning that we can just be friends and shield myself up whenever u guys go into funny topics , u say im over protective or that im haunted by my past and dare not open up myself to others n bla bla bla . Hey , what u want me to do ? This cannot that cannot , ARGH ~!

READ THIS : I know what im doing , i know when to be nice and when i shouldnt be nice , i know who to be nice to and who not to be nice to , i dont have extra time to play around with u guys chit chatting over phone n shit . Im VERY STRAIGHT FORWARD , if i like u i like u, if i dont like u , u dont even have a chance to see me or even speak to me , and if i hate u , u will never see me or have the chance to talk to me at all . Coz since u r worth nothing to me , i dont care even u die in front of me , i dont care ~ So if u’re my friend , please dont always thought that i duwanna be your friend coz u r not good enough . It’s just that im a little tied up by appointments n being a little busy nowadays , im not forgetting you guys lah …

So , if u call me and i pick up your phone but i say ‘ sorry , im busy now ‘ i mean — im really sorry that everytime u call me and i tell u im so busy , but i will talk to u when im free , im really sorry ~! But some of u think i hate u guylah and i duwanna befriend with u anymore lah and bla bla bla . Hey , if i dont wanna be your friend , i’ll go like this in stead ” Excuse me , please dont call me anymore . I dont like you ” So , next time if i say im busy it means im really busy , nothing more than that . Im not running away from you or being cocky . If u still dont get it , go buy a dictionary and find for the word - BUSY , see what it tells …

If you keep in touch with me , u stay as my friend . If u dont , i delete u without hesitation . Even in my real life , If u dont contact me for a decade , i’ll erase your number from my phonebook , if u r my friend u’ll surely know what i mean then . I tell u why . Do you call someone YOUR FRIEND if they see u all the time in their list but they dont even wanna call or drop a simple message to say hi ? See ? GEt what i mean ?? If u add me up to just fill up your quota , go get another number , coz im looking for friend , not collector … *wink*

So please , im very happy that i have so many new nice nice cute cute de girl friends now . But i just dont hope that u forward things to me thats all . I dunno why such simple remarks also u guys dont understand . But it’s just 1% of all my friends who’re being the pain the the butt for forwarding those shit so its ok .

To all my friends , thanks for making my day a bright one and bringing so much joy and laughter into my life ……. Your testimonials and messages really meant alot to me . Thanks for taking your time to stop by at my page and write me few lines of words of love and sincerity , or , to read my never ending blog ….

Love always …….. Leng Yein