Leng Yein’s Blog

Boyfriend ? Single ? Married ? Hubby ? HaHaHa ~!No matter what , i will only trust and love myself for the time being ~!Why ? Simple , coz until now , no one had yet successfully had the chance to prove to me that they are worth me giving in … maybe im too busy , or maybe not ?

People , i need some time … For now , the most important thing to me is money . Money proves stronger than most of the reasons in my life . Shopping ? Haha ~! Whenever wherever im enjoying my shopping , i can even forget my own name ~ Dont believe me ? Call me the shopping Queen … The happiness i gain from my shopping will be far more happy than me going out with a guy , trust me . Been there , done that , have it , love it ~ *muackx*

Havent met a nice guy who are equally as good as my mr.shopping ? Nop , u r wrong . There are good guys , and there are very very good guys too . But why ? Why ? Coz of this - i can get everything i want by myself , why should i get a boyfriend who can just provide me just some happiness equal to my shopping but then i will get nag + nag + nag + scolding + uncountable unneccessary problems + unfinished complains + controlled by them as though im a pet ? I want something , i go get myself something . I dont need to beg , i dont need to cry , i dont need to pray . As easy as A B C … Wahahah ~! ( baby is so so mean , ngiak ngiak ngiak )

Why if that guy can provide me alot of shopping ? Oh yeah , sounds great . But then one thing , did that guy provide me shopping but then he must cut down on his own meal n daily life’s expenses ? Yes ? Then no thanks . Why if he can get me something i need or fancy on the right time ? Oh yeah , i will accept it ONLY IF HE IS MY BOYFRIEND ~ My rule , i dont simply take in any gifts from people . Come on , it’s ppl’s hard earn money lah , u tot im a leech meh ? Suck blood de ah ? Yes ? Then i dont blame u , coz U R AN IDIOT n im just a Nut . We’re two different species , we dont click . Well , u can block me now   *na*

Love a guy who loves u with all his heart even he’s poor and one day when he’s rich , he’ll cherish u ? Haha ~ LIAR ~! I had it twice man , why doesnt it end up such beautiful picture then hUh ? Im a total Fucked Up girl in this Messed Up World , as simple as that . No matter who u r , no matter what u say , it doesnt matter anymore … After my 2 break up and a lately incident , i learnt something new . No matter how much u cherish a person and gave out , NEVER expect to get back 50% of it . This , im gonna remember it for good . Dont tell me why am i so pessimistic , u know why ? Coz im stupid , im a total chemistry gone wrong case , like it or not , im a pess . That’s it , and im gona enjoy living my life the way i want happily . Even alot of u came in and try to change my mind , Hello ? There’s no more angel in this world lah , everyone love someone for a reason lah . No more cute cute cheap cheap love . Everything , everywhere , everytime , everyone here breathing now is COSTLY ~! Learn something new today by teacher Leng Yein . There’s nothing as MY LOVE DONT COST A THING . U know why ? I duno whats ur case , but from what i did n what others did to me , loving a person COSTS alot . ( mumbling mumbling ) If i could just sum up the amount , maybe i can buy myself a lil sport car .

Today’s Equation : Money + Time + Headache = Love

Every girl in this world are so so sweet n cuddly n cute EXCEPT one ……. ( any guess ? ) Oh yes , MR Robertzai overthere ? Ur guess … Me ? OH ~ U r so smart man ~! Nah , this is ur prize , a very firm handshake from me + a *wink* ( Mr. Robertzai smile smile from ear to ear and walk back to his seat )

Yes , its very true that i shield myself up whenever there’s a single sign of me falling in love . Special thanks to my dearest Mr.Past and of course , not forgetting my Mr.Fear . I should join the Fear Factor ? Yeah , i will lose straight away . Coz whenever i see any good quality guys , i think i’ll give up even before the show starts . You can take all the money , thanks yah ~ Everything’s going fine in my life now … love life ? Haha ~ Of course its fine , u forgot that i love myself so much ? Im very self loving de leh ….. Haha ~

Ehem eHem … ok lah . I’ll stop being so sarcastic now . Considering to really dip myself into this game of Love again ? MY answer ………. ( drumss drumss ……… and cHianGggGGgg ) …………………………………. eRr …. (people yelling ‘Whoy , idiot , faster answer lah , u think u’re acting now ah ?’) …. sorry yah , ok ok ……. my answer is Yes . Currently dragging myself into some troubleSssSss liao ……. Falling into holes ? Nah , Falling in Love , again ? Haha ~! Thanks but No Thanks ……… Part of me are still however , what people call - under constructionZ *wink*

Well , i must say that there will be one day that i can find someone who knows how to read the signs of erm ….. Fragile , handle with care ? Beware of dangerous animal ? Fuck , u’re dead this time ? Damn , pity u lah being the unluckiest guy in the whole world ? Shit , u’re blind ? Haha ~! And lots more interesting sign written on my shit face

Whoever out there , may god bless the person who love me for who i am . Coz he’s the pitiest person on earth to have known such an idiot like me ….. But i love you , i really do *smooch*

Well , i’ve just touched down from Bangkok this morning . Had my lunch then drove alone all the way back to Kuantan - TIRED ~!~!~!~! Wednesday flying to Hong Kong with my lil sister for our shopping trip again ~ I’ll stop here now …. Gotta close my shop already , girls are looking at me typing , pai seh lah ~! Muacks , good day ~

Truly ………… Leng Yein

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