Leng Yein’s Blog

To my dearest guardian angel … I dedicate this very special blog of mine just for you … though u might not be able to read it … I understand that u had to love n protect more than just me alone in the world and that you are always so busy and on the go to bring happiness into others life , but I will always take my time no matter how busy I am to write down things that I would like you to know and thank you through jotting down every single magical moments tat I had and writing it in the very special room of mine … truly from my heart … my blog that I specially dedicated to you …

Dear angel , I’d never felt so happy before for a long long time … Eversince I call it the new chapter of my life , everything seemed to be so wonderful for me . I felt so, so lucky coz everything I ever wanted seemed to popped out just like that for me . I felt like im the luckiest girl in the whole world now … Things tat I’d never dreamt of achieving , everything that I’d never dreamt of having , the miracle and the life that im under going now , incidents that I never thought of happening , words that I never dreamt of hearing , a life that I never even dare to dream of … I now have the whole world in my hand … because of you … your existence … your presence … your love for me …

My dear angel , although u r far away from me n I cant possibly see u in real at times , I always feel ur presence in my heart . Deep down inside me there’s a voice telling me ‘ Babygirl , don’t be afraid … No matter what happens , u always have me here to guide n protect you … ‘

After what had happen to me which made me realized that people often love a person judging by their look , i wanna let u know hereby that im very glad that I know , and strongly assured that no matter how I might look or turn into one day in future , you judge me by heart above all deceiving temptations … and love me for who I am and not what others see by shallow … and by this , ANGEL , are a given name to you by all good …

I often tell myself that I’ll always try my best to help n do good even when I know clearly tat these people are not good people or they are using me or taking advantages of me . Coz I believe that by doing that , the greatest of all above will know n that I’ll get the return one day … and I believe after 21 years of suffering n strangling for a slight breath of life , I finally get my call … straight from the heaven above … from you … my guardian angel …. ^l^

The feeling of your presence had changed my life completely . No matter what I do now , I try my best n even if I fail , I know deep down inside that I need not to feel a slight of sadness coz im not a failure for you  … and coz u made me a winner above all …

Im very thankful that I have your precious time protecting n guarding me in stead of all the beautiful people around … That I have your trust and blessing no matter where I go or what I do … That im so lucky to have had all the things in the world that I ever wanted and made me the happiest person on earth … I’ll never ask for more and i couldn’t possibly ask for more now , when I’d already have the whole world with me …

Dear angel of mine , I don’t know how long would this beautiful charm lasts … But I want you to know tat for every magical moments that u’ve created for me , for every single miracle that u’ve made to happen , for all the reasons that I’d smiled for , for everything , every dream , every hope , every memorable moments n happiness I’d much to cherish that u’ve given me … im hereby very honoured n touched that u’ve actually noticed me in the very corner of the world , and spent time guiding me throughout every heaps n bumps tat I had , shower me with all your love and care , creating so many magical moments in my life , and blessing me throughout the path of my existing life …

Thanks for appearing in my life my dearest guardian angel of mine … fixing everything up so perfectly for me , making my life so wonderful … making me so , so happy … giving me no reason to cry for now as I know that no matter what happen , you’re always there somewhere in the other corner of the world , praying for me to be alright …

And by that , I promise you that no matter what happen one day , even when the day comes when u had to leave me forever and carry on your duty of protecting the others , i’ll still smile to you at that very last moment … U’ll never see me sad , my darling angel … coz I know tat deep inside you , the very last thing tat u’d ever wanted to see … is that im sad n unhappy … I know tat all you ever wanted is to see me smiling happily all the time …

I will still smile when you’re gone my dear … coz everytime I smile … I think of you … coz for once sometime ago , you are the only reason I’ll smile for … and as time goes by , I’ll always remember you … coz everytime I smile … my smile reminds me of you … deeply …

Hundreds of hugs and kisses from me a day my angel …

My heart & soul , yours completely ……. Leng Yein                                 

                                                                                                     ( 14/07/06  ….. 8.00 pm )

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