Darkest Secrets *laugh* … part 29
Simple , if u wan2 to do something , no one can force u coz it is ur choice in the end , but if u think the choice that u made will cheate havoc or gossips that u can handle , do not do it then and regret later … i live my own life , didnt hurt urs … coz like it or not it is my life , not yours … i wont reveal ur secrets , only mine which i dont actually agree on these are consider secrets as i dont have any . Whatever u hear about below was never secrets , if u heard about it , it MUST HAVE started it because i told YOU … and YOU tell ppl , and yada yada yada … Anyway , it is my right , u cant sue me for telling ppl what my life was all about … and u know why am i telling , coz YOU ask & this is ur answer …
For the 3 year plus in friendster , I’ve received a lot of questions regarding my business & my personal life . I don’t want to repeat things over and over again so im gonna post this up & answer the same question . I have nothing to hide from u as this is not bout breaking the laws , I have nothing to lose coz if u dont like what i did which doesnt hurt u , it is ur life , ur choice , and i am at no right to brainwash u … if I dare to do it , I dare to admit it . If I say yes , it is a Yes . And if I said no , it’s is certainly a No .
My Businesses :
I wont elaborate on this. Im not that kinda person who goes everywhere telling ppl as though im an entrepreneur … aiyoh , Beh Tahan Nia. Hello , I am just trying to have a life here. Stop questioning me,I hate it ok. If u don’t know how I made it then it simply proves that u r not a sincere friend coz people who knows me, know - my life suck ~ but in a way , sincere friends like YOU popped up & helped me along the way … and ended up like this … Yes, everything that i am today … exist because of YOU (only for sincere ppl la ) … -end-
Ps : All of u r invited to my mamak’s opening around September … if u’d already added me up, kindly keep an eye on the bulletins … Everyone is invited , it’ll be fun ~
Plastic Surgery :
Everyone knows that I did boob lifting , nose job & dimple surgery . Why ? Coz whenever they say ‘ hey I wish I have that boob ‘ and I’ll reply ‘ cheh , it’s fake one ‘ . Girls , even Guys , if u r my real life friend u know lah … till everyone around me tells me ‘ wei , dont go around telling ppl lah’ then i will tell them ‘ aiyoh , if i dont wanna answer them, they think im lansi . If i answer them , they’ll ask me the price coz they wanna do also’ … so , if u r so interested in knowing , why cant i tell . think . but when i tell , u help me free-advertising around , i wanna thank u coz u make me wanna start a plastic surgery one-stop station . HaHaHa ~
Ok , skip skip skip . Plastic surgery is not good for u as it will defect ur body system , u gotta take your own risk . If ur job requires u to do so , let the company pay for you & search for the best & take the lowest risk . Yes , there are still risks … It’s not original so don’t expect it’ll be the same darling .
First, its in my family gene that me & my lil sister have big boobies . So , stop asking why i have big boobs originally even before the lifting … coz I asked my mum so many times & she asked me to ask my grandma so Okay , skip skip skip.
First lessons : Big boobies will sag, yes, because of gravitivity. I don’t like sagging boob so I decide to do it, never because of my profession, fully on my own preference. If u don’t like it, go spend money and do it. Stop complaining. If u like it, message me and I’ll tell u more about it. Mine has no implant , simply just muscles stitching. Second : My nose. Aiyoh , I still can feel my nose la for Christ sake ~ No it wont fall off like Michael Jackson’s lah … tsk tsk tsk … The Process : Just a cut beside & they’ll stuff a bone-like thing in , the surgery – less than 1 hour and I can go shopping oledi. Yes, I witness the whole process coz I requested. Why i did my nose : Originally my nose is doing fine thank you but i am a chinese so i have flat nose lah then I prefer a taller one so i went & get it done loh , simple ~ But it’s my nose not urs so it’s my right and i didn’t offend u coz it’s not tall enough to hide KLCC from ur view la , My GOD ~ . Third : My dimple. Yes , dimple can be done in less than an hour of work. I am not dosed to sleep so this is the second surgery I undergo by witnessing the whole process & trust me it was fun ~ Just by three stitching at each side & the string will break lose by a month & the result - 3 years & yes , if u wanna maintain u gotta pay & do it again . Yes , u gotta pay to do it again. There’s no lifetime warranty on dimple ( if u happen to know one , please tell me Wakakakaka )
Don’t ask me how much all these costs . Prices differs from different countries . Yes , I went all over the world for it . Hey , I love traveling . It’s my money & don’t u dare question how I got it , I work kay … if u think I have rich man all over the place PAU’ing me then *shout* go get urself one ~ Man I tell u , you gotta be crazy . U know why ? We’re a family la ~ YOUR FATHER gave me money hahaha ~! *laugh rolling on the floor* Get that my dear ? Respect yourself , regardless of man or woman they WORK HARD FOR THEIR LIFE . Live with that or die with it ~ How many ladies around u who doesn’t work ends up happy ? And there again , think … U are a woman , we are your kind too … Does it help degrading ur own kind when others doesnt offend u ?
Dinner Jobs :
More than 70% of the models u see in papers , magazines & events deals with it. U get paid having ur dinner with people. Job scope, u attend a dinner with other girls depending on how many girls the agent requires , u sit down & open ur mouth & eat . But u get paid for it . Celebrities & Artists are doing that too for decades . The only thing that is different is the price u’re paid for . No , it is not HOOKING AROUND . Yes , some girls do hook after dinner but that is their choice . Is hooker not a human ? Respect that ok ? If it doesn’t hurt u , u have no right on other’s life . No questions asked , if they wanna do that , who are u to question them ? It is by all mean their life … So , whoever is reading this now , if u r in dinnerjob line too , don’t backstab other girls just to protect urself . It is very selfish . If I ever get to know that u r backstabbing other girls who does it & praising & swearing that u will never do that , come on , it is just a dinner , what r u trying to prove ? u’re so guai guai ah ? If u r not in this line or WAS in this line before how in the world would u KNOW that who or who or who is in ah ? U think we’re stupid & never thought of that point ? Before u even get to ur last sentence the wise ones already degreaded u totally , because u have no respect for others & that u r so selfish … u try to bring others down by draggin urself up , but if u r that good , u dont even need to promote urself … If u just play ur part , no one will tell anyone u’re in it coz 99.9% of the girls who’re doing this never reveals to anyone coz they’re afraid that ppl will have a different perception on them.
I started doing this last year coz something happened and I needed a big sum of cash. To my friends , sorry that I only tells u after I’ve been tru it all but im an aries , I don’t beg ppl . U know me *big big smile* Yes I run my business & I have money but I need not explain further on this issue why do i still need to get extra money by doing this. My friends know the reason behind that . I stopped dinnerjobs long time ago coz I’ve settled all the debts which is not my problem *darn but I have to do it* & carry on my life , yes , back on track straightaway coz I know what im doing & for what purpose .
Girls , if u r new in this line , be mind strong . Know what u r doing & what kind of people are u dealing with . Don’t be innocent , u can only pretend to … Don’t get influenced , it is ur choice. Whatever u do , be clear on ur purpose , remember your reason & never forget ur principle. No mater what ur friends says about u , heck them . come on , r they gonna help u ? If not , then ask them to shut up coz u r left with ur self in the battle . If they still bug u , ask them to help u , i bet they’ll runaway faster than the speed of roadrunner … But if u had a hard time going tru this , write to me k . Jie will help u tru all … I promise ~
People who ONLY understand what dinnerjob is all about after reading this , stop degrading the girls , it is a clean job & I am not ashame of admitting it . Not proudly , but honestly … Sometimes in life , it is hard to understand how tough certain chapter can be … u r alone … not been left by others , but u choose to overcome the obstacles alone … and this … is life … coz when u r down with nothing … u r down with no one … (except YOU , my sincere frens who kept supporting me mentally tru friendster & im grateful … )
Message to all of you …
If u ever looked down on someone just because they are doing something which u think u couldn’t accept , then help them … lead them back on track again . But If u cant , it means that u r not even capable of helping them coz u dunno what to do with them , then do not look down on them … They are fighting for their life all by themselves , just like u and me … have u no heart ? Why if ur place was switched … what would u do ? If u have a solution , then share with them … Get my point ? Think …
Quotes for all of you :
Everyone takes on different tracks walking down their life … Just because they are not in the same road as you doesn’t mean that they are lost …
Love you always …. Leng Yein
July 19th, 2007 at 5:57 am
well said
July 19th, 2007 at 7:15 am
well, life is tough, at least most of us have the courage to live through it and give a helping hand to others who need it.
All the best wishes and luck to your new business venture.
July 19th, 2007 at 12:06 pm
There is nothing as a easy job or life in tis world. It all depend on how yo wanna face it and work it out. You lead your own life and you are the one who run it. I am proud of you for admitting all these in your blog coz not all models will or dare (at lease not those i know).
All the best in your new life and business venture. I do hope to learn a thing or two from you for running business.
Cheers!
July 19th, 2007 at 12:36 pm
strong and bold… just like you in person… respect…
July 19th, 2007 at 1:56 pm
I am not proud of telling ppl what i did … but due to the reason for just a few of my friends asked about the issue above because some girls went around , afraid that ppl wouldn’t know what i did *where as i’d already told the whole world about it before they went around n try to pretend they’re the first to know*, ppl who heard it tells me back,this is what we call a donut. Girls, i’ve known u from the day u stepped into this line, i’ve done my part. So if u think u r having fun spreading , thanks for the free voice advertising. Those whom u tot u can brainwash isn’t what they seemed to be … they’re good ppl … stop damaging the new girls, they’ll go tru that period like u very soon & it’ll somehow hit u back. As the senior u shouldn’t have degrade urself,if the junior follows, just imagine how would this line turned out one day …
July 19th, 2007 at 5:28 pm
screw those fakers~! u don even have enough time 2entertain them~
you kno how your true frenz will think abt u. tatz matters most!
still n 4ever the unbeatable super woman -> LeNg YeiN
July 19th, 2007 at 9:23 pm
Knowing you’re keeping strong & not falling down hard just shows you’re one hella of a lady. But do me a favour, you know we’d be there to keep you laughing & smiling all the way to mamak.. lol.. so don’t be too tough on yourself, dear. Like the saying, One’s worst enemy is one’s self.
July 20th, 2007 at 1:34 am
You are so You
July 20th, 2007 at 3:15 am
every line have to same story to tell too. betrayal and backstabber. u r right. be true to urself and stand strong. two thumbs up gal!
July 20th, 2007 at 4:22 am
will supoort u all the way..
God Bless…
July 21st, 2007 at 12:36 am
i think wat u do and wat ur good at its up to u and other people shouldn’t be a pest about it.If you’re successful then its entirely urhardwork.Hooking around is upto the inividual and others shouldn’t comment about it. Its still a profession rite.So i think gals do watever u need to do to survive as long u dont hurt people in the process.
Luv,
Ramesh
July 21st, 2007 at 1:10 am
it’s ok for me, coz i just wanna b friend with u…
i won’t care my friend whether he/she is poor or rich,ugly or handsome…
as long as he/she treat me with heart
July 21st, 2007 at 1:19 am
“Don’t be innocent , u can only pretend to … Don’t get influenced , it is ur choice. Whatever u do , be clear on ur purpose , remember your reason & never forget ur principle. No mater what ur friends says about u , heck them . come on , r they gonna help u ?”
Just because they are not in the same road as you doesn’t mean that they are lost …
《100%》AGREE!!!!!!!!!!!!!
U R STRONGER BABY~ MUAHZ
July 21st, 2007 at 1:22 am
dear so ganas wan
July 21st, 2007 at 1:25 am
Jie after i reading all these i really respect you. I wanna learn from you. and thanks jie for all the guide!!
July 21st, 2007 at 2:22 am
Very well said. You are the ambassador for all of the woman without voice out there. They are proud of you, i’m sure.
Cheers
July 21st, 2007 at 3:41 am
u r pretty frank, gal~ u said what u wanted most in ur life is ur own happy happy hang fuk family… with your inner beauty i’m sure ur wish will comes true one day~ will have a lifetime of happiness with ur lou gong~~ ^^ all da bez in ur every single day~!
July 21st, 2007 at 6:27 am
I salute u!!
Life is tough for everyone…we shouldn’t look down or discriminate anyone…we are all equal!
July 21st, 2007 at 7:14 am
agree so much of u!u r so tough!i do admire toughness!u roX!
July 21st, 2007 at 7:23 pm
i m so proud of u..i’ll b ur fan 4ever…life is really tough…ganbateh…
July 21st, 2007 at 9:03 pm
I guess it is something everyone go through in life. There’s always gossips spreading to make life a lil more exciting I guess. However, the heck with that, it is your life and the way you choose to lead it. As long as you continue to believe that you are doing the right thing and sticking to your principles.
July 21st, 2007 at 11:12 pm
tribute to the reveal, no fear, that’s a spirit to proud of.
July 22nd, 2007 at 2:33 am
thanks for sharing - u opened my eyes to many things I never know. I feel proud of u and will support u!
July 22nd, 2007 at 2:39 am
i feel proud of you… wish you all the best… ^^
July 22nd, 2007 at 2:56 am
that the way my girl!!
July 22nd, 2007 at 6:31 am
frankly, i dono you..
i juz view ur profile from somewhere.. i cant remember..
& i read ur blog…
“There’s no use crying over split milk…”
thanks for sharing ur story…
u r the proud of women!!
& u gv me the strength to decide what i want!(in fact, i hv to choose which roads i hv to take in my studies recently because of financial)
u r independent… confident… courage…
that’r what i really lack of…
yeah… u r not a poet, teacher… but u r my admirer from now!!
July 22nd, 2007 at 2:20 pm
To everyone in general,
to be totally honest i don’t think there is even an issue here. since everyone is entitled to their own views and opinions and everyone is also responsible for their own actions, then we should all just basically let each other say whutever to whoever whenever they wish to, so that anyone can hear, interpret & form their own opinions about it. some of us know however, that would of course only happen in a perfect fantasy world. everyone needs to just calm the f*ck down & concentrate on their own lives. let others live theirs. follow basic guide below if anyone is still too daft to understand.
- if you can’t stand the sight of it….use both hands and cover ur eyes (that is unless someone mischieviously superglued ur eyelids or they’re somehow damaged in the 1st place.)
- if you don’t like what ur hearing…. again what on earth did god give you those hands for?? (if hands don’t work u may try a lovely invention called the iPod. plug in turn up volume to max. pretty guaranteed u will not hear much else other than whatever crap music u’ve loaded on it)
- can’t stand doin anythin? …. can’t stand sit lor …. but seriously… no one can force you to do anythin… unless they have a gun to ur head…. in that case i’d say do whutever they want unless u have a death wish (cos that would save u the trouble of findin urself a gun to blast ur brains with)
anyways all i can say to everyone readin this is… c’mon ppl chill out… we have enough problems in the world to last 10 generations. why don’t we channel all that wasted energy for somethin more useful & productive ey.
hug a tree, adopt a child, recycle, save the cheerleader save the world…. that sorta thing…. i’m sure everyone gets the point.
just muh 2 cents anyways cos i’m bored.
July 22nd, 2007 at 11:39 pm
Jeffz , world peace ~ yeah ~
July 23rd, 2007 at 9:31 am
I agree with Leng Yein in the last bit. Everyone’s perspective is different. Just because you don’t agree with someone doesn’t make him/her wrong. For all you know, YOU may be the actual one who’s wrong! Who are we to judge others? We certainly did not create them or bring them up. Then again, if we created them or brought them up, won’t we be the ones to blame for their mistakes?
Point your finger at someone and have three pointing right back at you. I never judge anyone before I know him/her inside out. That is a huge process. Conclusion? I just never bother to judge people. But I really can’t stand people who couldn’t be bothered to help themselves. I’m at a loss for them. So, I just keep my distance, praying daily that someone would come along who will be able to help them.
To all reading this. Give everyone else a break! Halloo!!! How would you feel having the world criticizing you over something you’ve done and can’t change? Maybe you don’t know how it feels. I, for one, do. It sucks, ok? Let’s all help more people back on track, instead of bashing them to depression. Be supportive, instead of destructive. Always remember, everyone can make up for mistakes done, but a negative word said or impression imposed last practically a lifetime. Words pierce the heart, actions speaks louder than words. Don’t treat other the way you like to be treated. Treat them the way THEY WANT to be treated.
Man, am I writng another long comment? Time to cut it
July 23rd, 2007 at 11:43 am
LY, world peace ideally of course…..realistically, probably not in our lifetime but we can start by givin the next generation some hope i suppose. *shrugs* someones gotta start somewhere.
July 25th, 2007 at 1:26 pm
I know this is stupid , i’ve actually started one project … check out the next blog of mine =)
contribute & help Malaysian Models ~
July 29th, 2007 at 5:55 am
hi, i wld like to know where you had your nose job done?
Thanks!
hope you dont mind me asking. =)
July 31st, 2007 at 3:29 am
boy… I wished they accepted guys at Dinner Jobs. Certainly a dream come true… get paid and get to eat for free… *lol* (sound so kiamsiap)
August 5th, 2007 at 1:46 am
Dinner job, nose job, boob job, what not etc…. U sure spoke up very well against the haters and I salute you for that. You can count on my respect. Cheers ^5
August 13th, 2007 at 8:56 am
U are a brave & bold person. A salute to u my dear !!
August 20th, 2007 at 8:36 am
wat u said is right. we just wanna find our life..y they wanna look down to us?
anyway, i support u
September 2nd, 2007 at 2:12 am
Boldness to speak the truth
September 3rd, 2007 at 8:55 am
i’m very proud of u tat telling ppl what u have did u r strong n independant person i hope i will b ur friend in ur life!!!u r my admirer!!!
November 22nd, 2007 at 2:50 am
Indeed throughout the entire blog…I certainly feel that you are a very independent and smart lady even though i donno u haha…
RESPECT!!!
support u keep it up…^^
December 6th, 2007 at 12:21 am
wOw! nice article… very well said.. you know what.. i had a friend who’s in line of that kind of work… so i understand y r u feeling like that.. we cannot avoid to be criticized and humiliated by other people because not all of them can understand! because of what i’ve read.. i totally understand and respect what other people’s thing.. just do their thing on their own and i’ll do mine.. i found you very smart.. it’s like u already experienced everytin’.. i just hope i can able to learn more from you.. i like to keep you as a friend and i wish you’ll give me d chance to do so..
and you know what… im a frustrated model.. hehehe.. coz alot of people think that my body is suitable to penetrate to modelling world.. hehe… i just don’t know if that’s a compliment or just a joke.. hehe..
just kip it up..
i wish i cud b like you in the near future…
takecare…
December 12th, 2007 at 9:35 am
i dont get what the fuck asshole ppl think about this model man. She is so authentic that she is so much better than the politics out there. So what she dont something to make her feel confident and feel comfortable. She has to endure the pain to create those image u knoe. U go cut the penis if u feel is small. I can see her creating her own future. It is something i look up on the most. Control the life u want to be. RESPECT urself so others respect u. this is what she created. Salute and 3 cheers hOOORAY to u girl. u really been a person that is so genuine and open about urself. I wish we can meet one day. good day and good luck in your career. one last words for u. Love and live each days like is your last.Peace out
December 27th, 2007 at 8:44 pm
no worries babe, wudever ppl think is their prob,as long as u happy with ur life and friends its enuf. DON hv to care those “entertainer” in our life.. by the way good job in models mag launch dear, takecare and start slow down ur things ya.. muacck… c u gain dear
September 3rd, 2009 at 5:39 am
u r so tough…i duno will u still reply mail here…but i’m interested on d dimple surgery..can u tell me more n intro me on doc n since u’ve done it will u do it again????
September 18th, 2009 at 5:24 am
Hi i don’t know you personally but i have seen your pictures and im one of your fans in facebook.
I don’t know what your past is but i really admire your personality. You live a free life and have your own principles to stick to. You do what you want to do freely, without thinking what people will think and talk behind you. I really admire this point. It’s not that your not shameless but you have nothing to hide and you don’t need to hide. It really inspires me to be who i am and don’t be afraid of showing who i am and what i do to myself in front of people, as long as what i did, did not harm anyone and is universally right.
Besides that i also admire your modelling skills. I have always wanted to be a a part time model to earn extra cash but never dare to try. I wish you all the best in your career and life =)