Leng Yein’s Blog

First of all, Happy New Year 2009 Moo~Moo~ cow cow cow ~ Wishing u the best of luck, joy, happiness, pink of health n max of wealth ~ Untung duit so so much much much until tak boleh tahan ~  Well it took me awhile to decide whether to get my ass down for an hour or so to update my blog but guess i just missed everyone so much so here i am again, sulking, laughing, complaining, celebrating  life. Darn ~

My new year resolution for 2009 – Put my year on rest mode, chuck away my all-time hectic schedule n overloaded work, giveaway chances n opportunities to others, n enjoy my life to maximum pleasure n satisfaction. This year round, i  want it to be all about me, me and me! Travel travel n travel… Cruising, charted yatch, charted boat, private cruise, no queueing n sharing or so, just myself, i wana go nonstop island hopping … Go shopping shopping n still shopping… Giveaway my old bags n getting all new ones… Giveaway all my old clothes n getting all new ones too, if possible, a whole new wardrobe…New dresses, New tops, New brands brands n brands…New Watches, New Sunglasses, New heels, New Hobbies, New everything that i wanted new ~ Change ~ Change~ n Change ~

I’ve been a good girl, i’ve been working  nonstop for 2008 so it’s time for me to take some time off for myself. I just wanna love myself to d max this year, it’s OX year ~ Moo Moo ~ My year , im born 1985, The Ox ~ Yey ! I love to feel spoilt, spoilt by myself ~

Let’s see what happens in year 2008 :

1.   My house was broken in n i lost –

·         My New Sony Laptop

·         2 WD 500G External Hard Drive

·         All My Company Documents

·         All My Branded Watches

·         36 items of my Louis Vuitton Collections ( some which are limited n i cant buy back Dang! )

·         My Chanel bags

·         Two Gucci bags

·         My Victoria Secrets, La Senza n some Sexy Lingerie ( Crazy )

·         My Dresses that i bought from overseas ( Crazy )

·         My Personal Camera

·         2 Out of my 9 Handphones ( 7 were still there )

·         Half of my Bikini Collection( Crazy )

·         My personal Pictures ( Crazy ) i think they wanna voodoo me ~ Aiks ~

·         Cash, Time ( coz i have to make police report, Dang! )

2.   I’ve lost my long trusted 7 years of friendship with my best friend. She’d turned her back on me, worse still, she stole from me. And on this matter i’ve lost a very very big amount of money stolen by her, not to mentioned all d money  that i’ve spent ON her for this 7 years from the day i called her – MY BEST FRIEND. Hah~

3.   I’ve met a 30++ years old man who wanna work for me when his company he’s working for 7 years or so had finally chuck him out. But he ended up messing everything up, completing NOTHING, n he don’t know how to do ANYTHING at all, but he’s good in taking leaves n leaves n leaves , flying here n there for vacations ( Hey i guess he loves to enjoy himself more than working ). And advance money n advance money n advance money n dont come to work. Not to mention coming to work on time, most of the time he doesn’t come at all. I paid him for 3 months still, i came to have an open talk with him n he decided to quit. After few days, out of sudden he brought his mum, his dad, his ELDER sister( Gosh i think she’s almost 40 years old oledi ) n even his young little brother to come n tell me off that he’d suffer from great stress he’s got from me n wanted me to pay him more. His sister treaten me saying wanna get somebody to come after me this n that. And what happen was, the bitch was scolded by my Indian workers telling her off that his brother didn’t come to work n we have CCTV to prove. And he still have balls to come with the family. Gosh, what had happened to the world ? He keeps mumbling n doesn’t wanna leave , saying i have no friends, saying that everyone left me bcoz i suck ( he refers to the two matters above ), he says that i am a perfectionist, and that no one can fulfil my requests, that things i do are tough n stressful n i put everyone in pain. Hmm… Funny~ Im just a 23 years old kiddo n  he is 30+ already. He’s d one who wanted to work for me in d first place, i nvr offer. He needs a job, i gave him one. He cant do it, he complains, n then he brought his WHOLE family over to shout at me. I guess this is what we call the FAMILY business. A 30++ years old baby who doesn’t even dare to talk to his boss when he quits n needed his WHOLE family to do so. Shameful. This is my first time encounter with such a lousy man. It’s a good laugh.

4.   I’ve bailed a friend out of lock up for some 5 figure amount n ended up he didn’t even called me up a say ‘thank you’ when he’s outta hell. Ah, so Malaysian style ~ Damn ~

5.       I got some good projects. Given chances n jobs to more than 600 applicants.

6.       I’ve opened my first Food Business – Taj Corner Restaurant , my mamak. I’ve learned to go pasar, i have to learn to handle full grown man from overseas working with me for 24 hours. I’ve fired n changed alot of man who doesn’t obey my rules coz they cant live with d fact that they are working with a young girl so out they go, Shuh~ ShuhH~ n i don’t bother remembering your name =P ~Blekk~ Never look down on girls… young girls…

7.   I’ve started a personal project to help the newbies in the modelling industry – Models Magazine

8.   I’ve got myself a baby – my little dinosaur . N im very very obsessed with him since then

9.   I’ve changed almost the whole of my wardrobe, my bags, watches, heels, my fashion line-ups after the break in incident. Like d old sayings ‘If the old one isn’t gone, where do i have places for the new ones to come in’ Ah, unlucky but lucky me ~~

10. I’ve started to buy Cartier n few other brands which i don’t really fancy. But im still a Louis Vuitton person lo.

11. Started to love private cruise n nude tanning. It’s sort of an addiction to me. It’s like a ‘Must do’ thing when i see the beach n d sea

12. Started to get addicted to visit massage parlour every night after my work. Oh… Spa n Massage ~ It’s killing me ~ No ~ No ~

Let’s see what have changed in the 1^st month of 2009 :

1.   I’ve cut my nails short, very short

2.   I’ve cut my hair short, half my original length

3.   I’ve coloured my hair purple maroon red or something like that … Hmm… i don’t know

4.   I’ve lived 12 days totally without make up in the first two weeks wherever i go ( scaring ppl )

5.   I change my little dinosaur’s clothes every two days now

6.   I go home two times a day for nothing. Back then i work d whole day n i didn’t bath. Dang!

7.   I call my princess almost everyday just to tell her i love her. I LOVE U PRINCESS =) MUAH MUAH MUAH !

8.   I’ll hug my little dinosaur everywhere i go … EVERYWHERE …

9.   Dang! Now i cant finito 1 pck of ciggi a day. Bck then i smoke 3 packs per day ( i smoke like dragon )

10. I force myself to brush my teeth EVERYNIGHT before i sleep. Back then, sometimes i was too lazy to do so.

11. I’ve changed my toilet’s flushing pump( kena slaughter RM300 for ONLY changing the pump. Aih, that’s d problem staying in Bangsar, everything will eventually be charged extra expensive )

12.I let my mum know where i stay now. Back then she n my grandparents never knew, even for almost 3 years i’ve shifted to kl. I wanted privacy. I just sort of told them where i live, but i never invited them to visit my home. But im glad i did now. I should have love them more… Mommy, Granny , Granpa  i love u ~~

13. I’ve gave away 18 bags, 6 Watches n alot of fashion stuff to my mommy n grandma. Two LV Pochette Accessoires, LV Tivoli PM, LV Neverfull MM, LV Damier Neverfull, LV Keepall 60 with shoulder strap, LV Trolley 50 brosphore, LV Pegase 70, Two LV Garment cover, LV Beauty case , LV Pochette gange , A Chanel , A Gucci , My Patek Philippe, My Cartier, and so on. I let her try out my set of SKII n she loves it. I’ll buy a full set for her for new year. Granny loves LV too ~ Haha ~ It’s in d blood ~

14. I’ve got myself few new limited editions LVsss. Yey!

15. I’ve got a Whole New Car Audio System with touch screen, USB port, Navigation, Bluetooth function, In-Car Telephone function, Speakers, n i’ve got Wall Paper of my Little Dinosaur on it n i can change anytime i want.~ cheeky ~

16. I’ve break my personal record for training n choreographing more than 120 person on stage within one n a half hour in Sg.Wang for a Fashion Show. Record ~ Happy ~

17. I’d flew down to Singapore just to get my little dinosaur’s recently ordered clothes. And i bought a luggage of baby clothes n themed costumes for my baby again. My baby dinosaur is very happy ~

18. I have a new hobby. Im starting to love Paintball. Pain~

19. I am now officially a - ‘Spa n Massage’ tonight, again, if no choreographing/shows, everyday also i will go person.

Let’s see what have NOT change in the 2009 :

1.   I still don’t do my own house chores. I cant live without maid even for just a week.

2.   I still don’t heat up d ‘already cold’ Domino’s pizza that i’ve ordered. I consider that as cooking.

3.   Im still a demanding person. I only want what i think is best for me n i will get it myself.

4.   I still don’t like d fact that friends should treat other friends as rivals. For me envy is the most stupid of vices, for there is no single advantage to be gained from it. Peace man~

5.   I still wanna believe that i am very lucky to get what i have in my life. I am thankful … ~ double Peace ~

6.   I still dislike d internet speed. It’s always ‘not fast enough’. I wanna upload so many things up ~ Duh ~ stress

7.   I am still as wilful, as loving, as tough.

8.   I am still wondering whether my mum wanted a boy when im in her womb ~ Hmm…

9.   I still love my princess the most and i still kiss her every time we part… MUAH MUAH MUAH ~

10. The love for my boyfriend hasn’t changed a bit.

The greatest happiness of life is the conviction that we are loved — loved for ourselves, or rather, loved in spite of ourselves. Your time is limited, so don’t waste it living someone else’s life. Don’t be trapped by dogma - which is living with the results of other people’s thinking. Don’t let the noise of other’s opinions drown out your own inner voice. And most important, have the courage to follow your heart and intuition. They somehow already know what you truly want to become. Everything else is secondary. If u wait to do everything until you’re sure it’s right, you’ll probably never do much of anything…

The best day of your life is the one on which you decide your life is your own. No apologies or excuses. No one to lean on, rely on, or blame, or to be blamed. The gift is yours - it is an amazing journey - and you alone are responsible for the quality of it. This is the day your life really begins…

Im opening a whole new chapter now… a brand new page filled with wonderful colours and joy… Every new beginning comes from some other beginning’s end. And the beginnings of all things are always small. The successful person makes a habit of doing what the failing person doesn’t like to do. One mustn’t criticize other people on grounds where he can’t stand perpendicular himself. As so I criticize by creation, not by finding imperfections…

Happy New Year everyone … Let the past be bygone and let the new year gives us another chance to set things right.

Love Always … Leng Yein

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